Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.
We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it.
Rainer Maria Rilke
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.
We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it.
Rainer Maria Rilke
It is hard for me to imagine that a year has already gone by since the boys and I had to leave Bali unexpectedly and suddenly due to COVID. Our lives in Bali were so full, and so many changes were taking place, that I never took the time to catch up with our blog. Looking back on all that has transpired, it is hard to "catch up" because what has happened seems so long ago and we have moved so quickly forward, each of us completely changed from who we were since our last post.
Life has taken some hard turns these past two years, however, it has been a true gift to witness each of our immense growth as individuals. I feel blessed to have been able to have the experiences we did in Bali, in Indonesia and in Asia. To be able to give Kai and Isaac the experience of the Green School, of being immersed in different cultures, to have traveled to new and different places, and to have been stretched in so many positive ways, brings me so much joy as a mother. The boys have recently been reflecting back on our time in Bali fondly and are now starting to see the gifts they gleaned. I am forever grateful.
I have detailed the story below with the pictures and captions. It's been a wild ride to say the least. There were many times I sought answers to the whys of what was going on, but as Rilke says so eloquently, "Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything." We continue to live everything and continue to practice letting go in every form, some days are easier than others, but the gifts are many. The one thing I have learned beyond anything else this past year and a half, is that we are always surrounded by so many earthly angels. I am so grateful to each and every person that helped me and the boys, supported us, lifted us up, reminded us of our light and helped keep us moving forward.
In looking at the pictures and reading the blog, I highly recommend scrolling down to the very end and reading from the bottom up, otherwise it won't make as much sense.
Sending each and every one of you so much love and courage to continue along this ride of life. Live it fully, live it authentically, live it honestly and in integrity. We can do hard things and "This too shall pass."



























































































